Another shot!

I read once that the best way to lose weight was to engage others in the fight...
Sadly i don't want the world (my world I should say) to know that i weight 180lbs, that I have a huge tire around my belly that looks awful and limits the clothes I wear, and as a result my ability to dress the way i want to express myself.

For example, I recently found a shirt with the perfect neckline, perfect colour, perfect... until it reached my belly. What followed was a disaster. Even had I worn one of the many god awful stomach cinching items I own it would have shown and I'd be no further ahead.

I hate being chubby. I'll never be skinny. I have to meet in the middle.
Hopefully someone, somewhere along the internet highway will find this and will help motivate me to lose weight...

I'm a 34 waist, and I want to be a 31. I'm a extra large or large shirt, and I want to be a medium. I'm a 1 piece bathing suit type girl and want to sport the 2. I want to never again have sweat lines where I have rolls on my belly and under my chest. I want to be healthy and fit so I can see the day I achieve these goals and am healthy and happy to enjoy it!